MY MEMORIES
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Without a rich heart, wealth is an ugly beggar.
Ralph Waldo Emerson
Junkies treasured @ 11:06:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
I am supposed to be asleep by now. The pinch came down just as i was about to end my day. Perhaps i've become insensitive nowadays. Taking too many things for granted. Maybe i'm just too pampered, to used to having things done through what i deem is right. My own, my perspective, me. Selfish. I hate it.
I'm really really sorry for all the hurt that i've caused. I really regret it. I know i've been really horrible. I know. I know i shouldn't have acted that way. I know i shouldn't have. Time and again, all everyone of you did was to embrace me in all ways possible. You guys are awesome. What more can i ask for? Seriously. I'm really am truly grateful for all the love showered on me. I really am. *sincere and honest*
I know i should help out more. I know i should. I really deserve to be whacked good and proper.
I must admit that sometimes certain stuffs that you do or say annoys me. I feel really irritated. Especially over trivial matters. I cannot comprehend certain ways of dealing with situations. I just dont like it. I thought maybe, perhaps... you could have done it better, or things would have turned out better if you had better assessed it. But then again, i have to understand that everyone's tired after a day's of events. I have to understand. I need to.
I know that sometimes whatever that I say is insensitive. Whatever that i say irritates. Whatever that comes out is rather upsetting.
I sincerely apologise. I truly am so sorry. I really am. I hope i still am what i am to you.
I will improve. I must, and i need.
Maybe that's the reason for feeling empty even when i have what i want.
Serve me right for being selfish.
Its not always about me. Everyone counts.
I love you guys.
and...
I'm sorry.
Junkies treasured @ 11:31:00 PM
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Wednesday, April 04, 2007
At long last, i manage to get the coloured streaks of hair from previous dyes out. All thanks to Darren. ((=
I'm so freaking tired. Like, sleep is all i need. Still glued to my favourite show though. Geez. Well, what can i say... i never miss a single episode of simple life on cable. Loves it.
Tomorrow's another full day at school.
Feelings can grow, but it can fade away too.
Gees.
Junkies treasured @ 6:35:00 PM
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