Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Feeling shock and devastated. My schoolmate committed suicide. I feel really, really sorry for her and i just can't bring myself to come to terms with her passing. I still remember, back in school, we would smile and say Hi to one another. I remembered the times when i joked around with her. I remembered how she used to smile. The news came in abrupt. I knew she was suffering from stress and anxiety. But i also knew she was recovering. I thought all was looking well for her. I thought maybe, in due course, she would regain strength and recover fully.
I couldn't really sleep well last night. I prayed that her soul would find peace, and that her parents would find comfort in all other ways possible. Its really a difficult phase especially for her parents, when she's the only precious child.
i feel the pinch. i just lost a friend.
Junkies treasured @ 2:40:00 PM
Thursday, January 25, 2007
finally got my long-overdued pay. Finally.
Junkies treasured @ 11:12:00 PM
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Attraction, and the thoughts continued like there's no end to it. Though there's only a common class, hope remains high that we're side by side. Deep and sophisticated, unsure of what to expect. Certainly impressed with the amount of knowledge.
Every conversation yearns to be longer. Every minute longs to be slower. Someting special caught my eyes. Something really special. Is it not the same across?
Now that the classes are ending... is it just a little too late?
Its all about the right thing to say at the right time. Putting it across is just difficult.
I'm reluctant to lose.
I know i just have so much to give.
Junkies treasured @ 10:24:00 PM
Friday, January 19, 2007
Absence makes the heart grow fonder.
I'm seriously considering if i should continue with my tuition kid. I'm just so un-motivated , given the amount i'm paid. 240 bucks every 8 lessons for english, maths and science for a sec 1. ANd the worst is, its twice a week, 1.5 hrs each time. I think i'm underpaid. WAY underpaid. =( NO motivation at all. To think that i helped her scored an A* for science and A for english for PSLE. (back then, i teach only 2 subjects for 180 bucks every 8 lessons) Darn. I think i'm better off not teaching. or maybe, get another tuition assignment which pays better than the current one. really. I just dread the thought of tuition right now. I DREAD it.
Plus. my payment is always delayed. =(
just grief for me
=(
Junkies treasured @ 5:04:00 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Been to Malacca and KL recently, during the christmas break. Had a great time over there. =) Food's good. Hotel's good. Everything is just fantastic. Heading to KL is actually a last minute decision so we didnt book any hotel rooms beforehand. But Thankfully, when we reached KL on christmas eve, we found ourselves easily 2 deluxe room at a 5 star hotel, under the Marriot wing. We are so Lucky. Getting around poses no problems at all. We took a map from the hotel and yup, basically just drove around. Went to so many different places to start off with. The 4 days 3 nights at Malaysia is well spent.
I'm just looking forward to my next trip during the chinese new year, to bangkok.
Afterwhich, i will either be going away in June or December to either Korea or Japan. And not forgetting, i want to spend my 21st birthday overseas. Taiwan, Hong KOng Bangkok...
Junkies treasured @ 2:15:00 PM