MY MEMORIES
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Finally a chance to blog after so long. Been really really busy with work. and by the time i reach home, i'm deadbeat. well, what can i say, its been almost a month since i started internship. been Ok i guess... Downsides of internships are inevitable. well, well... some staffs are not exactly friendly. i seriously dont know whats wrong with them. ok, to be fair, just 2 or 3 of them... but, that's bad enough. i dont know, they seem to have some attitude problems. i witnessed a few times already. Like when they receive documents to be done, they would display why-pass-to -me kind of expression. not only that, they complain out loud. i'm so dead serious. so unprofessional. it's my first in coming across such weird behaviours. And not to mention, most of the staffs, especially in the finance department eat in EVERYDAY. mind you, its EVERYDAY.
I'm just astonished by the culture. I'm fine... getting used to it. Adapt. Thats the key i suppose.
By right, i have a designated seat. But because of space constraint and the fact that finance department wants to be 'together' as far as possible, it has turned out to be that i'll fill the places of fellow staffs who are on leave or on MC. To be honest, i dont like it at all.
Very Interesting Culture indeed.
10 more weeks left.
Aside from that, Life sometimes sets me on the thinking track. I feel confused to certain perspective. What i used to perceive is no longer there. Its just, maybe situations are different now. People change. Sometimes things dont have to turn out the way things are if creases are ironed out. Maybe its emotional attachment. Maybe its jealousy. maybe its the thought of escaping from reality. Whats left is just an outline. An outline of everything.
Generosity. Is it ever coming out sincere? Is it ever taken graciously?
Junkies treasured @ 10:50:00 PM
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