MY MEMORIES
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i'm going out at 8.30am.
Spent the whole day at NUH yesterday.
Seeing my granny, or anyone suffer right in front of me is the worst thing that could ever happen.
There is nothing much people around can do.
The pain is so unbearable that 2 jabs have to be given in a day.
Each jab will normally last for 8-12 hours and indeed, once the 12th hour is up, at least that's for yesterday, the pain starts its toll again.
(Science is really powerful. Just a jab, and immediately all unbearable pain seem to vanish)
Seeing her face cringe and legs shiver because of the pain, I felt really sorry.
I dont know what to say, or what to do to make her feel any better. My aunts were there holding her. The maid helped massaging her.
I felt really helpless. Or rather, everyone feels helpless in easing the pain.
Jab, is the last resort.
( There are side effects from the jab itself.)
We then heard from the nurse that she is slightly disorientated on Friday night.
At this point in time, given her condition and complications, i guess everyone is prepared for the worst.
This is life. Facts of life.
Witnessing all that has happened around me, I now understand the importance of tresuring and cherishing each and everyday.
Each and everyday is a gift.
I am grateful for all that i have and yes, i thank HIM for guiding me throughout and giving me the breath of life.
Junkies treasured @ 7:56:00 AM
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