MY MEMORIES
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Funny how some people can be so downgrading. I may appear to be very mean in penning this down, but trust me, for the 1st time in my life, i actually met the 1st of this kind. In almost 21 years of my life, that is...
I don't quite like the idea of being too thrifty. I don't quite like the idea of sprouting a bunch of rubbish at the wrong time, at the wrong place. I don't quite like the idea of searching only in times of need. I don't quite like the idea of being pollusive.
Its just not in my world. Not now, never.
I'm just starting to feel perplexed at some of the things some people do.
I'm not used to it. And i will not be.
Don't get me wrong. It's not that i don't accept them. I do accept them. Just that i would not get close. Its not that i dont try understanding them. I tried. I just can't. I simply can't.
Its just annoying sometimes. Things that weren't meant to be spoken is spelled out. If its meant to be a joke, then i'm really sorry, i'll have to pass. Its just a joke gone wrong. A joke gone really bad.
You can say that maybe i'm not acustomed to it. Whatever then. I'm just the way i am. I may sound really stubborn right now, but if you really understood where this is coming from, good for you.
I wonder what they do and show actually reflect the same up in their brains.
I wonder how on earth do they behave the way they do.
I wonder just why they are just the way they are.
I wonder if they ever question themselves if what they perceive is right.
I wonder if they ever listen.
i wonder just how do they manage to sleep from night to night without feeling disgusted by some of their own actions.
I wonder if they ever feel ashamed.
I wonder if they ever see things from a differnt perspective.
It's just different from the world i live in.
All these may come down a little too harsh, but its just... i feel disgusted at times.
No, i don't despise neither do i look down upon them.
I just wonder why. I'm just curious. could it be the different upbringings that causes the vast difference in lifestyle and thinking?
I wonder...
Junkies treasured @ 2:29:00 AM
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