MY MEMORIES
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
I'm so not over and done with all the meanies in me... Its exploding within. Its just ANNOYING.
I just realised that some of THESE people are just so self-centered. Its always about themselves. Nothing else. They only do things that benefit themselves. They don't care if their actions are at the expense of others. So long as they get what they think its good for them, its worth the trouble, its worth their effort. Anything more, anything besides that, its just a plain no-go.
Who then is the meanie. Me?
*BLEAh*
They come, they make use, they try all ways and means to gain the upper-hand. That seriously suck big time man. That's the most childish way a grown-up could ever possibly behave.
Being insistent in getting what is desired sometimes isn't too good afterall...
They come, they ask about you, they show that they care when in fact, all these good-for-nothing acts spells the word ENTERTAINING.
such hypocrite.
So, perhaps this is what the real world really looks like.
scary how these world is (not surprising anymore) filled with some of THESE people.
The phrase my parents used to say- Life is not always a bed of roses. Sometimes on the way, you'll be pricked. How you deal with the wounds would reflect on the manner of recovery.
True, very true indeed.
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Came across this lyrics... Hurt-Christina Aguilera
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but
I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hating you
Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much thatI've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
So I'm afraid to try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything
I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself By hurting you
It just serve as a reminder to treasure everyone you love, never be afraid to show how much you love them. I always do tell my siblings how much i love them. My parents too. Life is full of uncertainty. You don't know what's going to happen tomorrow. I just know i don't want to wait till its too late.
Junkies treasured @ 8:46:00 PM
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